Selfdom

I'm really looking forward to this time of the year, C

It was my nephew's interment yesterday at the Manila Memorial Park (Dasma). I was kinda wondr'ing and I was puzzled by the name of the cemetery, Manila Memorial Park Cemetery, at the bottom it says Dasmarinas, Cavite. How can it be Manila Memorial Park cemetery when it is located at Cavite. Well maybe because Manila Memorial Park is so famous that it had to stick with the name for its extension in Cavite. Oh well, things that make me think.. Hahahahaha. On the serious note, it was really hard saying goodbye especially to a little boy (3 yrs. old). But thinking about his suffering, his battle with cancer, we could say that its better that way, its really hard seeing him like that, all the chemos, syringe, medicines, and stuff. He really did fought hard, even though he died I could say that he won the fight because he didn't gave up, he was strong. He could have lived normally but these things made our family stronger. Its also thanks to Jhamir that we got closer. I ju...

It's been a while since my last entry. I am now an incoming fourth year student, but now an irregular student. i failed one of my major subjects, Chemical Engineering Thermodynamics. I won't dwell on the past. The College gave me another chance to pursue my chosen course. I have to get a general weighted average not less than 2.50. Well, the experience was tough but at least I learned to value my studies even more. With God's grace I can do this. Oh and tomorrow I'm going to have "again" a laboratory testing because I have Grave's disease. Grave's disease is under hyperthyroidism. I've been under medication for more than two years. Last March which was my last check-up, my doctor told me I can stop taking medicine because the tests were normal, but she added stress triggers recurrence of the disease. If I will experience the symptoms (palpitation, tremors, etc.) again, I have to continue taking the medicine or another option radioactive iodine tr...

I really feel so bad today. i was suppose to meet someo ne near PLM. i think he waited for two hour. we were suppose to meet around 3pm. 5 pm, i called him(i t hink i was 5 meters away then), he told me not to come because he already left the place and i'll just waste my time. i could tell from his voice that he's really mad at me. i insisted. almost 10 feet away, i don't kbow why but i figured i could find him at SM Manila(near PLM) so i went there. i texted him that i'm at SM, that i will wait wait for him there. i waited for an hour hoping he's there but unfortunately he's not. after that i went home. of course i apologized to him a couple of times. i think that's just fair. i feel disturbed right now. the feeling of guilt is the wort feeling of all. but it really wasn't my intention to make him wait for a long time. here's what happened. i have my schedule with my dentist originally last saturday(Oct.25) but it was moved today after lunch. when i...

Wow finally I have my very own blog. It was actually inspired by Chris Tiu . I'm a follower of his blog. Hi Chris. haha. I really am a big fan. I would love to meet him someday. This is actually a good outlet for me since I don't usually share my problems, feelings, views except for a few trusted friends and my diary but since we're in the 21st century might as well have one. hehe:) Ok so this is my first entry and I don't know what to write. So I'll just introduce myself. My name is Arlene Agsana, !7, from Manila. I grew up here in Tondo(don't be stereotype),. I'm studying at Pamantasan ng Lungsod ng Maynila(PLM) in Intramuros. I'm a second year student taking up Bachelor of Science in Chemical Engineering(bloody, hehe..) I have a not so ordinary family(maybe someday I'll have the courage to say why). About me, well I'm not the typical girlie girl maybe because I'm the only girl in the family except for my mom of course. I love rock music, t...