Selfdom

Hello. I am here again. I have a lot on my mind right now and I have no one to share it with sooo here I am.  I am now a mother. Woohooo. God blessed me with a baby boy named Omari Rei. I have been wanting to be a mother. I also dream of becoming a full time housewife and take care of my family. I have that chance now. I can resign from my work and be a full-time mom. BUT! Di ako sanay na umaasa sa income ng iba (I know I am one with my husband pero di lang talaga ako sanay and I also want to be able to give to my parents. Ayaw ko naman iasa yun sa kanya). So we talked about me doing freelance. Have a home-based job. I was at first excited about it. Madami naman kasi akong skills so I know I will do well. But at the back of my mind someone/something is saying "do you want a job or a career" That's when I got confused kasi I worked hard for my job/position now (di naman mataas. Haha). Di naman siguro ibig sabihin nun masama akong ina diba? So, there. Naka