Selfdom

I really feel so bad today. i was suppose to meet someo ne near PLM. i think he waited for two hour. we were suppose to meet around 3pm. 5 pm, i called him(i t hink i was 5 meters away then), he told me not to come because he already left the place and i'll just waste my time. i could tell from his voice that he's really mad at me. i insisted. almost 10 feet away, i don't kbow why but i figured i could find him at SM Manila(near PLM) so i went there. i texted him that i'm at SM, that i will wait wait for him there. i waited for an hour hoping he's there but unfortunately he's not. after that i went home. of course i apologized to him a couple of times. i think that's just fair. i feel disturbed right now. the feeling of guilt is the wort feeling of all. but it really wasn't my intention to make him wait for a long time. here's what happened. i have my schedule with my dentist originally last saturday(Oct.25) but it was moved today after lunch. when i

Wow finally I have my very own blog. It was actually inspired by Chris Tiu . I'm a follower of his blog. Hi Chris. haha. I really am a big fan. I would love to meet him someday. This is actually a good outlet for me since I don't usually share my problems, feelings, views except for a few trusted friends and my diary but since we're in the 21st century might as well have one. hehe:) Ok so this is my first entry and I don't know what to write. So I'll just introduce myself. My name is Arlene Agsana, !7, from Manila. I grew up here in Tondo(don't be stereotype),. I'm studying at Pamantasan ng Lungsod ng Maynila(PLM) in Intramuros. I'm a second year student taking up Bachelor of Science in Chemical Engineering(bloody, hehe..) I have a not so ordinary family(maybe someday I'll have the courage to say why). About me, well I'm not the typical girlie girl maybe because I'm the only girl in the family except for my mom of course. I love rock music, t